Realizations

I've come to the realization that I don't care if anyone reads this or if anyone becomes a "follower" of this blog. I've realized that this is more of an outlet for me to just write what I'm really thinking and feeling. I feel guilty just unloading it all on my husband, so if I can just dump it here and be done with it then I don't have to load him down with negativism. And frankly I realize that most of my posts are negative. Rarely do I write about the good things in life. Maybe I should turn a leaf and even it out. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.